January 4

Recently Terrie came over to Chaz's and spent the night. I was too tired to do anything but Chaz gave Terrie a backrub and did some cunnilingus; I couldn't get to sleep because I was thinking about what they were doing. Then Chaz lay back and Terrie started in on me when she ascertained that I was awake. She did oral sex for at least 40 minutes. I was close for like ten minutes but never came. I couldn't relax in the situation ya know? I promised her she could try again some other time.

On December 23rd Chaz tied me with the nylon 5/16 inch ropes and we had sex; then he brought me off with the vibrator. I'd like to record it in detail but frankly, I've had quite a few bondage experiences lately and they're starting to merge in my brain since I'm not writing them down fast enough. I believe it was one of the times when he tied me on my back, with wrists tied to each side and legs tied up to thighs. He likes that position because it leaves me accessible and easy to look at. I like it too.

On Christmas Eve, Chaz came over and we exchanged Christmas presents. He'd gone ahead and bought me the leather equipment for making leather cuffs! I was so happy. I'd just about given up after that visit to Tandy Leather; the hardware didn't seem suited to what I wanted made. But sitting in my room and looking at the pieces he'd bought, I came up with a good way to make the fastenings.

Instead of one D-ring to pull through the settings and lock, a secure style would have two D-rings pull through sequential settings and then lock together. I suggested that to Chaz and then wrapped the leather on my limbs a bit to see how much stuff we could make. It looks like I can have two wrist cuffs, two ankle cuffs, a waist strap with two D-rings (either attach wrists to both sides, or turn belt and attach crotch-strap to front and back), a crotch-strap (I can snap my dildo to it too), two thigh-cuffs, and perhaps some extra stuff... how exciting! I was really happy.

On Sunday the 27th Chaz came over to the house. He tied me in the position I mentioned last -- on my back, with hands down to thighs, and ankles to thighs. We had sex and then he used the vibrator on me. It took me a while to come, I suppose because there were children elsewere in the house. I have trouble letting go knowing children are nearby.

Monday night there was such fun! Carla called up and asked if she could come over. I didn't really feel like being with anybody but I said OK. She came over and looked at my Bondage Photo Album. She got into the artistic-ness of it and pointed out what stuff she liked. Then she volunteered! I was ecstatic! (I tried to appear calm.) We only had a little while left before she was due home. She put on a red bra and panty set of mine and I tied her with the fat nylon ropes. I even put a crotch rope on her. I wouldn't've done that in most cases, but I've known her a while and she's had a few bondage experiences; also, I wanted to anchor the breast rope and I needed them to go straight down, round, this way, that way, well it made sense at the time. After I got her tied she jumped onto the bed and began posing. She was an excellent model, with wonderful attitude and expression. She rolled all over, giggled, tried to sit up, and even gave me some good bottoms-up poses. I got more excited as we went and most of the later photos aren't as good. I was getting distracted.

We finished the roll and I untied her. She said the crotchrope had been "bothersome."

I said, "oh dear, was it uncomfortable?"

She said, "not uncomfortable... just... like I wanted to move it." But she wasn't perturbed or anything, and said she wanted to see the pictures as soon as possible.

January 2

Dear R.Q.,

Howard Que Dewing?

I hope Q.R. Dewing fine.

I hear you called me during the holidays. Grandma left me a message - she wrote, "Robert from L.A. called. He sounded real nice." I decided not to bore her with the facts. No, I'm kidding, of course you're nice; but she wouldn't've thought so if she known, ya know.

I'm enclosing "The Burglar" [pics] -- directed and photographed by Jace, Mr. Burglar played by Chaz, and Ms. Damsel played by moimeme. Lots of things wrong with the outcome, but we're not professionals, of course.

Chaz is good at ropework, but is not an actor.

I'm good at sitting still but for the life of me can't affect a frightened expression.

Jace has the right eye for photos but should take more of then.

The storyline drops out half the time.

We did have great fun doing it. Jace was highly impressed with the tying Chaz did. Afterward they had me escape and Chaz was irritated that I managed to wiggle out. He tied me again with all the rope we had while Jace watched. Jace said he wasn't going to bother taking pictures that time around because he wanted to see Chaz's technique. The second time he had me well secured and they watched television for twenty minutes while I struggled to get out. I even used my toes to walk the chair back against a wall, hoping to lean the chair against the wall slightly and slip the toe ropes off the bottom of the chair legs. No go. Chaz decided he was properly revenged and untied me.

I recently had the extreme pleasure of tying Carla, whom I've known for eight years or so. I never asked her to model because she has a strange boyfriend and I figured he would not give her permission. But she came over a few days after Christmas and looked at the current shape of my Bondage Photo Album. She got inspired, and pointed out to me what she liked and didn't like, then asked if I was interested in shooting her. We only had twenty minutes -- I hate to rush tying a beautiful lady! -- (since I don't get to do it much, obviously) -- so I didn't get to do a really snazz job... but she looked beautiful, she smiled, she wiggled all over the bed and posed and giggled. I got so excited that the second half of the roll was pretty much wasted... I wasn't calm enough to take good photos.

But! There were some gorgeous shots and she took them to show to her boyfriend, so I've gone in for reprints. As soon as they're back I'll send them to you. Maybe you will find one you regard well enough to publish. I am enclosing a "teaser" one so you will look forward to the others.

Carla has dark brown hair, green eyes, and looks good in red.

Don't you agree?

On New Year's I went to another party in Kzoo, at that gay artist's house. I met up with a woman I've gotten to know fairly well and she was wearing a lovely black sequin dress for New Year's. I took her into the stairwell and said "I picture you sitting here on the steps, in your black sequin dress, tied hand and foot with soft, shiny nylon ropes."

Note: Sorry I can't show you these pics -- no model release was obtained from the sequined lady.

Looking at my album, and the stuff I've done lately, I don't seem to have a "style." It almost seems like my style has only to do with the way I perceive my model. I mean Jace seems like he was "made" to be tied certain ways, and Terrie seemed "made" for chains, and the artist woman seemed like she had to be in nylon 4-inch rope. But maybe if I worked more with one model only I wouldn't be doing so many different styles.

Speaking of style, doesn't Chaz's roping remind you of Simone's? Everything neat, wrapped several times, usually fat nylon rope. I like cotton rope but Chaz likes the soft stuff. On the subject, I'll be spending tonight and tomorrow with Chaz and I hope to have some fun. I feel very lucky that he hasn't tired of bondage yet. I'm having a grand time. He's very patient too; he always does a slow and conscientious job of tying me, even if it's foreplay or we don't have much time.

I'm also enclosing some regular old sketches of mine, just to show you the sort of doodling I doo.

I realized something on New Year's Eve, looking through my album. I've been really fortunate with models so far. I think everyone I've worked with was a good model: the only poor model in my whole album is me! I just don't relax when I'm in front of a camera. But perhaps that will change with time. It's too bad Chaz is such a terrible photographer because he's done some really pretty rope jobs on me.

Welp, I've promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep, so I guess I'll sign off.

Hey, I finally got all my magazines organized, they are arranged in magazine cartons by category and then in alphabetical order, now I can't wait to count them and update my lists. I sure love to organize things. Whee.

Toodles!

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