December 1

Around 8 I went home. When Chaz came over he was reeeal friendly. I thought about my ouftit -- my bondage skirt and bondage shirt -- I guess I partly wanted to do another story, if you know what I mean, but I chickened out and removed my clothes.

We had very good sex -- I think I was in an open state of mind, because I'd been fantasizing so much that day. I stayed wet.

After we'd had sex twice, and lay around a while, I decided to ask him to hogtie me. I gave him basic directions.

He tied my wrists, hands facing together. He tied my elbows together -- well. That rope then was wrapped above and below my breasts, looped in the elbows, and brought over my shoulders to cinch between my breasts.

Then we encountered a problem with tying the legs. Every way he tied my ankles, my fingers could reach the knot.

Finally we gave up. I wished I could pull out that magazine that describes four or five different good hogties, but it would've taken forever to find it.

I did enjoy myself, though. Especially when he got my top half done, and I turned about and bent over to get on my stomach. I was kneeling with my rear very accessible and I noticed Chaz eyeing the position appreciatively. Maybe sometime...

I stayed over at his place last night and I brought rope with me. We watched Merry X Miss on his VCR and fucked for a long while. The movie actually kept my interest more than usual. The movie had a dwarf in it.

After Chaz came he asked if I wanted to use my ropes. We tried the hogtie again and he did a pretty good job. He tied my wrists crossed, palms facing each other. Then he did a great deal of roping on my legs, ankles to thighs.

I rolled around, trying to escape. I was having fun but then he had to untie me because my hands were getting purple.

I seem more eager to have him tie me after we're done with sex. I guess it's easier to feel trusting and relaxed when we're doing it as a game. In the sexual context I feel so much more vulnerable... and hesitant.

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